it’s complicated
What’s so complicated?
I am taking my final exams for my diploma course tomorrow. I have an undone assignment which need to be done and pass up tomorrow. I am not studying any notes for tomorrow’s exams. I am feeling very down, very numb, a bit sad…
I have mix feeling now. I call it “complicated feel”. I am happy yet I am sad. I am gaining my freedom yet I feel lost. I am suppose to be stress up but yet I am feeling relax. I should finish up my assignment now as it has to pass up tomorow but yet my TV is on + I am viewing FB + friendster + blogging + trance… I am feeling so so lazy right now although I know I shouldn’t have this feeling at this minute..
Wake me up somebody… Now I am blaming the rain for my not-so-happy-feeling and not-so-good-mood… Someone… please wake me up… I need a spank, a BIG one to wake me up! I allow u… anyone… please spank me. Thanks, I said to u.
Why am I feeling so down now?? Why? Can’t found the reason… I am so so demotivate now… I do not have any feeling on completing anything right now.
Spank me please…
October 30th, 2009 at 9:49 pm
It’s okay to be in trance state, but not too long.
Tomorrow’s your day… THE day, so be ready to sacrifice for tommorow! You have sacrificed so much for your studies, work etc, now you just need that somthing extra. Go for it! Don’t sit around liao. Go read your notes right now liao!
As for the spanking, do it yourself! XD
October 31st, 2009 at 6:06 pm
mr how… thank you… u r the only one reply here… some of ur words do makes me feel warm. thanks.